I was doodling today during Art History when I think I may have come up with a design for Faith's dress. I'm thinking about drawing and coloring a good picture of it. I'm actually pleased with it, having been how many years and there's never been a final descion on it. I'll also probably do the dress that Valor makes for her from his scales.

Who knows. Maybe I'll actually send it to someone as a gift if he'll start talking to me again.

grrr.

Hugs,
Jens.

I remember a time when I would update the journal near every day! And It was just filled to the brim with all the stupidity you could ever want from a sixteen year-old girl who didn't have the slightest care or thought in the world. A time when I believed that all anyone really needed was to laugh and love and in the end everything works out. You know before everything decidedly became worse for wear in my life. Not that I have much to complain about. I am still much better off than some people, but I still can feel like a good chunk of hope has been chipped away from my heart with everything that has been happening in my life. It started with all the minimal and rather retarded fights me and my friends got to in my sophmore year and my own self-asserted depression. Then escaladed in to the less than a-typical problems that tend to batter our lives with they're constant search for blood and tears.
I'm not about to repeat my life's past difficulties but rather fill in those who read this on what's been going on as of lately. First the trail concerning my murdered nephew is over. His murderer commited suicide the day before the verdict was to be given. He hung himself in his parents basement by an electrical cord and was found by his wife and brother. To me this has an almost bittersweetness to it. He's dead, no appeals, no nothing, just a life for a life. Yet Korbin never had the justice he deserved by having it on record that Steve was guilty for killing him.
At least his treacherous wife, who went against her own SISTER, my sister-in-law, in court was the one to find the sack of dirt, cold and lifeless.
This is the main thing that occupided my summer. That and plently of trips to my friend's house.
So after that life resembled some normalicy I even started to talk to some friends I stopped speaking to. Only to remember why I stopped talking to him in the first place. Sometime people are really just in for friendships and other relationships for one thing. What that thing is, sex, compainionship, their stuff you were trying to find a box to send them, always remains to be different.

But whatever. We had a greatnight last friday celebrating the fifth annual Smokin' Joe's halloween party! It was good time for all.

“Get up an shake the glitter off your clothes now, that's what you get for waking up in Vegas!" ~Katy Perry
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I so just ran out of Dark Hunter books to read this week. It makes me completely sad that I have to wait until thursday to get more. So I am wasting time before work by eating popcorn and updating my Myspace and Facebook pages. Yeah I know I should be posting drawings on here. Lord knows I have a TON. Blah
But really I'm writing this journal not to complain about my lack of dirty romance novels but to tell people....I'm bored, I'm up for roleplaying. It should be freakin amazing.

kthxbye,

JB




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Ah the bestestest of friends, to random love slaves, to just nice people who watch me.
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“Get up an shake the glitter off your clothes now, that's what you get for waking up in Vegas!" ~Katy Perry
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I'm in the midst of writting an eight paged paper right now. I'll probably be up most of the night. Why? Because I'll keep getting distracted while I'm writing. Little things like telling myself I'll only be on that website for just a few moments! lol.
At least it's a fairly easy subject. The Holocaust.
Anyway, so at my college I'm up for the best of show selection. Which is absolutely awesome! I know I probably won't win, but it's still super amazing! I'm so pleased! The only sad part is I have to work, so I'm not going to make it to the ceremony.
What's good news is, soon I'll be able to post all the paintings I've been working on this past school year.
I'm also alot more motivated to finish paintings, instead of just leaving them how I handed them in. So hopefully you'll enjoy it.

Ps.
I have a love hate relationship now with my mouse pad on my laptop. STOP PUTTING THE TEXT BAR IN INAPPROPRIATE PLACES YOU BASTARD.

Kisses!
JB


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Ah the bestestest of friends, to random love slaves, to just nice people who watch me.
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Hey everyone! I was stumbling through Youtube last night and I found this gem! It's totally a sneak peak for NEW MOON! Some how even though it's a closed set and stuff they got some kick ass pictures of the sets and the character designs! Check it out!

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